Maybe its a sign of maybe I'm not over my breakup with my ex (could you call him my ex with our history?), that whenever I'm talking/see a person in a relationship, i curse my unlucky stars and maybe think that maybe I'm too ugly/not a nice personality and ask why I am always single...or maybe its because I'm too negative for guys to even consider a relationship with me
...or maybe I'm destined to be a spinster.
and maybe, I dunno, maybe its because of the alcohol in my system, but the single depression has gotten me really teary/depressed that i just cant see the point...
of living in happiness.
Dont get me wrong, I am extremely happy for my friends who are in a relationship, its a more "Its-not-your-fault-its-my-problem-and-you-guys-arent-the-reason-for-it" philosophy.
Or maybe the vodka's gone to my head to think rationally and the whole media thing with it being one of an important things in a person's life has gotten into my head and I cant think rationally.
Maybe it's all come down to the point of where I'm tired of waiting for Mr. Prince Charming.
"Another night sleepless
I don't want to feel this
Nothing can stop this pain
Trying to get to
A time I forget you
Still tangled in yesterday
It's so easy for you
To give nothing for me
Did you ever feel anything?" - Cry Over Me by Meatloaf
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